salamxz
I suddenly realised i am a grown up. Bersyukur kepada tuhan sbb dikurniakan umur yg panjang dan sihat tubuh badan until now.
No more cakap lepas2 and buat benda x elok, coz skarang responsibility adalah di atas bahu kita. Kalo kecik2 dulu buat sumthing org boleh tutup2 mata, sbb tak baligh lagi. But not now. Kita buat salah, kita sendiri terima bahana. Parents dituduh tak didik anak elok2.
Aku sedar, aku dah sampai ke peringkat aku perlu bertanggungjawab bukan sahaja ke atas diri ku, tetapi kepada keluarga ku, dan juga masyarakat. Sudah hampir tiba masa utk daku membalas jasa ibu bapa ku. dan berbakti kepada masyarakat.
dok sibuk cakap psl perubahan, badan ku tak berubah2 la plak ... hmmpfh
p/s duit gaji first sll org buat ape ha?
Thursday, 24 April 2008
Thursday, 21 February 2008
Computer ini slow mcm siput yg cip*n
Very annoying. Computer ni kalo bukak few programes die akan laju at a time, pastu terus slow a second later. Especially kalo tetiba Wireless disconnected, die cam pening2 nak detect. terus speed merudum *Tension* even kalo dah connected pon masih lagu sluggish. nak kata banyak sgt pakai software dlm komputer ni mcm x lah sgt.
Anyway laptop ni dah banyak jasa. Been using it for almost 5 yrs. Nak dijadikan cerita..... I bought this laptop 2 days before departing to UK for the firrst time ever. Masa tu agak mahal and membeli dlm keadaan tergesa2. I had an older one which I used during my Banting time and was thinking to bring that along to UK. 5 days before berlepas kan, my laptop kene panah petir sbb tak cabut cable tepon lepas tenet. Haru pitam. Luckily my father is kind enough to buy a new one, but sayang la sbb laptop lama tu cam tak leh pakai sbb x de sape kat rumah nak pakai laptop pon.
Tapi lepas 5 tahun laptop ni cam slow sgt. Tak de masalah ngan function die tapi speed die ya Rabbi. Might probably get a new laptop this summer (tapi mana nak korek duit maa???)
hmmm...
Anyway laptop ni dah banyak jasa. Been using it for almost 5 yrs. Nak dijadikan cerita..... I bought this laptop 2 days before departing to UK for the firrst time ever. Masa tu agak mahal and membeli dlm keadaan tergesa2. I had an older one which I used during my Banting time and was thinking to bring that along to UK. 5 days before berlepas kan, my laptop kene panah petir sbb tak cabut cable tepon lepas tenet. Haru pitam. Luckily my father is kind enough to buy a new one, but sayang la sbb laptop lama tu cam tak leh pakai sbb x de sape kat rumah nak pakai laptop pon.
Tapi lepas 5 tahun laptop ni cam slow sgt. Tak de masalah ngan function die tapi speed die ya Rabbi. Might probably get a new laptop this summer (tapi mana nak korek duit maa???)
hmmm...
JPA sent an email...
... asking final yr students to inform them the last date of final exams and results. Replied with my bahasa malaysia yg tunggang langgang dan berterabur. Very embarassing. am not good at languages anyway, any language really. I dint score A1 in malay, english and arab masa spm dulu pon.
So I took the opportunity to condemn JPA attitude yg gemar pakai hantar email membabi-buta though students dah reply email diorang tapi masih lagi bulk mail kat sume list dia. Dasar pemalas. Though bukan this time punya email, I took last yrs incidents yg diorang bulk-mailed berkali2 mintak result slip. very annoying in a way, and am sure to some students who were having critical time taking exams etc might find the emails very up-setting.
I donno where the real problem is. Nak tuduh officers tu pemalas, takut tak betul. Tapi mmg gerak hati rasa diorang ni buat kerja mcm suka2, tak series, and tak komited. Ala2 pekerja gomen kat mesia. Sama je. I might be wrong but if this ever to be true, they should change the free-care, not-bothered and malas attitude! am sure they observe how british ppl work! (at least all me encounters with British govt servants and private employees have been great if not satisfactor).
ape lah .... melayu ooo melayu :(
So I took the opportunity to condemn JPA attitude yg gemar pakai hantar email membabi-buta though students dah reply email diorang tapi masih lagi bulk mail kat sume list dia. Dasar pemalas. Though bukan this time punya email, I took last yrs incidents yg diorang bulk-mailed berkali2 mintak result slip. very annoying in a way, and am sure to some students who were having critical time taking exams etc might find the emails very up-setting.
I donno where the real problem is. Nak tuduh officers tu pemalas, takut tak betul. Tapi mmg gerak hati rasa diorang ni buat kerja mcm suka2, tak series, and tak komited. Ala2 pekerja gomen kat mesia. Sama je. I might be wrong but if this ever to be true, they should change the free-care, not-bothered and malas attitude! am sure they observe how british ppl work! (at least all me encounters with British govt servants and private employees have been great if not satisfactor).
ape lah .... melayu ooo melayu :(
Tuesday, 19 February 2008
Should I blog again?
Since dekat uni selalu sangat suruh buat reflection on things we did, would be goood to blog about it on here rite?
Things that put me off blogging include no room of privacy and confidentiality. Think I should draw a line between reflecting, telling stories and giving out information about myself.
See you later!
Que
Things that put me off blogging include no room of privacy and confidentiality. Think I should draw a line between reflecting, telling stories and giving out information about myself.
See you later!
Que
Thursday, 13 September 2007
Balik Mesia
Salam,
Its been a while since i last wrote sumthing on here. Been back in Malaysia nearly 2 months now. Having a great time with great people around. And 0f course the foods. they are amazing, tasteful, and definitely CHEAP. ALways had in my mind, if i could spend at least 5 pounds in UK every day, why not do that here? but i religiously do that on foods. now and again on petrol and other stuff. I found karaoke in that lil box kinda interesting. and membedal boling sampai melecet bahu (dan berparut).
I feel great being able to celebrate the first ramadan and I'Allah raya with family after 4 years. Went to sembahyang tarawih last nite, noticed lots of changes to the structures of the surau, new faces in some local residents and etc. The surau remains hot like a sauna thou. Been sweating like mad, and wet the baju melayu away mcm di rendam dlm air.
Will jot something on here again soon. Take care and wishing u all RAMADHAN MUBARAK!!!!
Its been a while since i last wrote sumthing on here. Been back in Malaysia nearly 2 months now. Having a great time with great people around. And 0f course the foods. they are amazing, tasteful, and definitely CHEAP. ALways had in my mind, if i could spend at least 5 pounds in UK every day, why not do that here? but i religiously do that on foods. now and again on petrol and other stuff. I found karaoke in that lil box kinda interesting. and membedal boling sampai melecet bahu (dan berparut).
I feel great being able to celebrate the first ramadan and I'Allah raya with family after 4 years. Went to sembahyang tarawih last nite, noticed lots of changes to the structures of the surau, new faces in some local residents and etc. The surau remains hot like a sauna thou. Been sweating like mad, and wet the baju melayu away mcm di rendam dlm air.
Will jot something on here again soon. Take care and wishing u all RAMADHAN MUBARAK!!!!
Friday, 8 June 2007
Updates on Wrexham and myself
I am doing well at the moment, enjoying every bits of medicine/ surgery (no am not that kiasu).
I been in Wrexham for 3 days now. When I first found out I had to be in Wrexham post-exam for 5th yr placement, I was quite annoyed. thought this 8-weeks placement period is the time for us to 'honeymooning', plenty of 'skiving-off' etc. But hey I was not tooo negative about it, I heard Wrexham is quite good.
Wrexham is located in the north east of Wales. It is about 3 hrs journey by train from Cardiff, and an hour from Liverpool. And ???1.5hr from Manchester.
I arrived here on Wednesday and so excited. Teruja gila2 with the accommodation which is of hi-quality. I felt like a stupid person, but i just couldnt stop membelek-belek the paip and shower yg sangat gah. Nice huge kitchen and tv lounge, and the bedroom is sooo big with the biggger-than-my-toilet-in-cardiff en-suite toilet.
My team is cool, they are lovely nice people. Very helpful and chatty. I wish I have more power to hold the interesting high-level medical topic chats broached by the registrar. I just have no confidence, and felt drawn-back. Regardless of that, the consultant, registrar and house officer are still treating me nicely. The HO will be away next week, so I am expected to take over her work and it will be the consultant, registar and myself in the team working together (no am not exaggerating, but thats what he said just now, literally). She insisted to leave her bleep with me but I felt reluctant. I dont know what to expect really. Am I gonna work like a house-officer? Hope not coz there should be a HO covering her, but this HO need to look after her patients as well. Kalo di suruh nye terkejar2 pergi ke sana, pergi ke sini tak tentu hala, am gonna be dead man. I do know how to clerk patients, examine, take bloods and do stuff like that. But I dont know how to tackle the management issues/protocols. I guess, I will end up bothering other teams' HO asking this and that. Kalo the consultant marah me, am so gonna point out that I havent been trained to do that sort of stuff accordingly. First job on Monday morning: ward round at 8am with the consultant, jot down the jobs ordered by him. (my 'slight deafness' is definitely going to complicate this). Please pray for my well-being OK!!!!
The hospital is quite nice but it has a very long corridor that sweats my feet away. Habis lencun. I found the staffs friendly and very laid-back as if I can make friends with all of them. Unfortunately am not that chatty.
Few shops are available within walking distance, sainsburry and Aldi (low cost shops) being 10-minutes walking distance away. The town centre also quite close, as well as the train station. And this place is quite green, thats what I noticed.
May be I should take some photos and write and entry about it one day.
And I was told that this is a teching hospital for Manchester medical school as well. Is there any chance, at any point you will be placed in North Wales Yasmin?
See you all again soon
Que Hamdan
I been in Wrexham for 3 days now. When I first found out I had to be in Wrexham post-exam for 5th yr placement, I was quite annoyed. thought this 8-weeks placement period is the time for us to 'honeymooning', plenty of 'skiving-off' etc. But hey I was not tooo negative about it, I heard Wrexham is quite good.
Wrexham is located in the north east of Wales. It is about 3 hrs journey by train from Cardiff, and an hour from Liverpool. And ???1.5hr from Manchester.
I arrived here on Wednesday and so excited. Teruja gila2 with the accommodation which is of hi-quality. I felt like a stupid person, but i just couldnt stop membelek-belek the paip and shower yg sangat gah. Nice huge kitchen and tv lounge, and the bedroom is sooo big with the biggger-than-my-toilet-in-cardiff en-suite toilet.
My team is cool, they are lovely nice people. Very helpful and chatty. I wish I have more power to hold the interesting high-level medical topic chats broached by the registrar. I just have no confidence, and felt drawn-back. Regardless of that, the consultant, registrar and house officer are still treating me nicely. The HO will be away next week, so I am expected to take over her work and it will be the consultant, registar and myself in the team working together (no am not exaggerating, but thats what he said just now, literally). She insisted to leave her bleep with me but I felt reluctant. I dont know what to expect really. Am I gonna work like a house-officer? Hope not coz there should be a HO covering her, but this HO need to look after her patients as well. Kalo di suruh nye terkejar2 pergi ke sana, pergi ke sini tak tentu hala, am gonna be dead man. I do know how to clerk patients, examine, take bloods and do stuff like that. But I dont know how to tackle the management issues/protocols. I guess, I will end up bothering other teams' HO asking this and that. Kalo the consultant marah me, am so gonna point out that I havent been trained to do that sort of stuff accordingly. First job on Monday morning: ward round at 8am with the consultant, jot down the jobs ordered by him. (my 'slight deafness' is definitely going to complicate this). Please pray for my well-being OK!!!!
The hospital is quite nice but it has a very long corridor that sweats my feet away. Habis lencun. I found the staffs friendly and very laid-back as if I can make friends with all of them. Unfortunately am not that chatty.
Few shops are available within walking distance, sainsburry and Aldi (low cost shops) being 10-minutes walking distance away. The town centre also quite close, as well as the train station. And this place is quite green, thats what I noticed.
May be I should take some photos and write and entry about it one day.
And I was told that this is a teching hospital for Manchester medical school as well. Is there any chance, at any point you will be placed in North Wales Yasmin?
See you all again soon
Que Hamdan
Tuesday, 5 June 2007
Me Weirdo?
As tagged by Yasmin, I was asked to list 6 weird things about me:
1- I speak to myself all the time. Its just a constant membebel, marah diri sendiri, terjerit2, memekak2,
2-I did once make a complaint yang sangat tegas against my consultant and the case is now dealt by medical school. And they asked me if I want to proceed legally (demanding kah ?)
3-I have a medical condition yg jarang org muda dapat, So i have been put on a life-long (if not long-term) treatment for that. Huhuhu
4-Lepas makan main meal kene disudahi dgn makan manis, kalo x, selera ku takkan ade penutup nye
5-Saya sangat slow mcm siput bila pagi. Drpd nak mandi sampai siap pakai kasut, I usually take 1hr 15mins utk bersiap (quite long considering I dont have to wear tudung, mekap etc). ye saya, mmg saya sangat lengah melenggang.
6-I could hardly do work / revision anywhere else apart from my own study room in Cardiff. Its a small tiny little room yang dijadikan sbg workstation. Quite a concern when am away for placement sbb memang tak bleh nak study langsung. Contohnya time kat bangor, aberystwyth and swansea dulu.
Semoga anda menerima seadanya saya yg lemah ini...
Que Hamdan
post-script: I am off to Wrexham on 9.50am train. Sgt x de mood nak gi attachment lepas exams. See you all soon!!!
1- I speak to myself all the time. Its just a constant membebel, marah diri sendiri, terjerit2, memekak2,
2-I did once make a complaint yang sangat tegas against my consultant and the case is now dealt by medical school. And they asked me if I want to proceed legally (demanding kah ?)
3-I have a medical condition yg jarang org muda dapat, So i have been put on a life-long (if not long-term) treatment for that. Huhuhu
4-Lepas makan main meal kene disudahi dgn makan manis, kalo x, selera ku takkan ade penutup nye
5-Saya sangat slow mcm siput bila pagi. Drpd nak mandi sampai siap pakai kasut, I usually take 1hr 15mins utk bersiap (quite long considering I dont have to wear tudung, mekap etc). ye saya, mmg saya sangat lengah melenggang.
6-I could hardly do work / revision anywhere else apart from my own study room in Cardiff. Its a small tiny little room yang dijadikan sbg workstation. Quite a concern when am away for placement sbb memang tak bleh nak study langsung. Contohnya time kat bangor, aberystwyth and swansea dulu.
Semoga anda menerima seadanya saya yg lemah ini...
Que Hamdan
post-script: I am off to Wrexham on 9.50am train. Sgt x de mood nak gi attachment lepas exams. See you all soon!!!
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